12:20 am

Good Morning Everybody!!!
I know that no one's listening, but I have found so many beautiful things these past weeks I've been gone. Yes, I have been tired and busy and lonely and sad on days in between, but there are beautiful things, beautiful discoveries that take my breath away and friends I have made that aren't real.

(A Walk to Remember spoilers)

First of all, we watched A Walk to Remember last Saturday. Then again last night. There was one part in particular that took my breath away. My mom's favourite part is where he takes her to the Virginia signpost and places one foot on the Virginia border and the other on the North Carolina side so that she can be in "two places at once" like she wanted to. But my favourite part was where she apologizes for not telling him sooner about her leukemia and he asks if she's scared and then she says "I'm scared of not being with you." And then he takes her face in his hands and says "Oh baby that'll never happen" and my heart swoons. Gosh, why do I always find myself swooning over someone else's romantic gestures and heartfelt promises? I want that promise!! I want someone to make my heart flutter!!

Second - I have to admit that I did it again. I fell in love. With a guy from a kdrama. BUT this time I made sure that the couple ends up happy BEFORE I really started watching it, so no worries. This one is from 2019 and it's called "He is Psychometric" and I'm totally in love with Lee Ahn. No, nobody could have stopped it. It happened from the first episode. I understood him completely, inside and out, immediately. And thank the heavens that his love interest isn't horrible to deal with because I was a little bit afraid that she was going to be like Bom in Summer Strike who totally didn't deserve Jae Hoon at all. But she's cute and she's fine. I love love love this show and to be honest, I'm not sure how I'm going to deal with it when it's done. I'm on episode 6 out of 16 but still . . .

Third - Drowning by WOODZ. You know the part where he says "I can't breathe"? Yeah, well, I can't breathe whenever he says it. (That seems to be happening a lot lately . . .) Even after listening to it like 30+ times. I'm not kidding or exaggerating here either. The first time I heard it- and like 9 times afterwards too, my jaw was dropped. So yeah, I'm still looking for my jawbone and my lungs because they dissolved after listening to Drowning and it's so beautiful and it hurts. 

That's all!

-SS