8:42pm
Good morning everybody-
even though it's not morning
Good morning everybody-
even though it feels like I'm relearning
That everything is changing
nothing is the same forever
But that doesn't change
anything
And I just feel
like no one is listening
No, this isn't the poem
I've been meaning to write
But I guess I can't choose
what comes to me tonight.
I didn't ask for this and
you won't ask me
what it is
But I know
that if I try to tell you -
I know that still,
you won't listen
From time to time in the midst of my good life, I feel Eun Sob's disappointment through the unwatched episode that lies at the end of our deserted show. I can hear him through the knowledge of an episode left unwatched, mourning silently. Do these people ever break? I think I'm one of them. Sometimes I wish we would. Just crumble. Just to see if anyone will pick us up. I think I did, but it didn't motivate anyone to save me; and maybe I just didn't give them enough time, because when I saw a quote that said "no one is coming to save you- get up.", I decided to get up. But maybe I needed to pick myself up because there were people around me too young and fragile to have to experience what I was experiencing, so here I am, and now I'm just feeling left behind and left alone. Can I crumble now? Can I? should I. . .
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